I feel much better today. I'm havin perty weird thoughts, i'm in a perty weird mood...so I'll talk aboot something else instead.

I can't figure out what I wanna be. I've thought of being a teacher...and if I was, i'd hafta be a highschool teacher. And that means I'd be paid near to nothing. So...not quite sure that's fo me. I've thought about bein a bible-teacher or pastor sort of dude, but I don't think I'd do a good enough job as either of those. You know...I could be in a band...I mean seriously, tons of "popular" bands have crazy, crazy easy guitar crap..I could be in one o those. BUT, not gonna screw myself over by tryin for that. Why? Cuz if that doesn't work out...I'm a bum. Don't wanna be a bum, so I'll do something else. I think I've figured out why I haven't figured anything out. lol. Juss about everything would be way more work than I'd want to do. I'm a lazy slob. I don't wanna work. No...that's not it. Cuz there's a lot of stuff that I could enjoy doing for a living. Man...I just can't narrow it down AT ALL. I need help. I need advice. I don't know where to look. There are Wayyyyy too many things I could choose to do, and I have no idea what would be best for me. I do know I wanna make good money. that's about it...OH, I wanna enjoy it too.

I'm freakin out man...