I love Christina. She's so perfect for me...

I'm stressing out. I have so much crap I want done before my party on Saturday and so little time. I'm not even gonna start on blaming ppls for this crap, but....I know the reason why....it'd juss take to long to explain. So...I have no time. I want everything cleaned. Everything in place that I want. I have to do crap for my mom before i do some of my crap too. So...I'm completely stressin. Today I got out there like 15 or 20 minutes after i woke up and I worked for hours straight. I hadn't eaten, and I didn't eat till I was practically falling over. I never really drank all that much water either. So....I think I ended up getting heat exhaustion. Funn Stuff.....me and my mom were in the same room, she thought it was freezing (it was really cold, according to air conditioner thermostat doodle), and I thought it was uncomfortably warm. I need to go to sleep soon so I can wake up early and work in the cooool part of the day this time, not the hot. Then i'll stop once it starts gettin real warm. Then I'll start again at like 6 or 7 with allan (he's getting here at 3) and maybe christina. I'm sooooo stressed over this crap, it's like the only thing i can think about, other than christina of course. I'm prolly not even gonna get close to done. Well, i'ma go.
- posted by Joebo @ 11:27:01 PM

Things are weird lately. Happy sad, happy sad. I see christina and we argue then we are all happy and close, like yesterday. Within like 20 minutes of seeing her, I piss her off and we argue and fight and it feels like she doesn't even want me any more. Then later in the day i feel like we're closer than we ever have been before......it's weird. It's not very fun. Iono....not much else to write about. Party is comin up...Still gotta get a hold of a couple ppls....still gotta keep callin justin....Still gotta do a whole lot o work-ishness. I'm done now.

Man......I am really hoping I can be happy tomorrow. Lately it just aint working out.

I miss things

I miss Christina, I miss friends, I miss listening to music....

I'm havin a party next week. It's prolly gonna suck too. That reminds me....i still need to call justin......mahhh....

So...today was my and Christina's anniversary. I don't really wanna get into it. All i'ma say is I thought it was gonna be perfect, and I was soooooo fricken happy and excited to see christina and to go the movies and everything.

Great....after that I don't wanna write anymore.