I'm creating my own problems. Right now i'm havin school problems. What really sucks is if I have too much of school problems....my mom kills any life I have until I do better in school. I have a math test tomorrow that I am SOOOO unprepared for...pretty much cuz I haven't done the last 4 math homework assignments. O...those are due tomorrow too. It's 9:30 right about now...I have a fat headache...I'm takin a shower n goin to sleep. I'm pretty sure I can get one or two of those assignments done by math, which is 5th period, But I'm still prolly gonna fail the test. Just about all of my life is a big headache right now...and it's pretty much all my fault. So much crap I wanna do, sooooo not enough time to do any of it. I need to make a list of crap I want to do and figure out which ones are the most important to me, then completely quit the other crap forever. I'm not sure I shoulda gone to that golf teem meeting thingy yesterday.......I know I'm good enough to get on the team, cuz there's hardly anyone even going out for the team, and a few of em really suck. But let's see...I wanna start going to church and doin more church-like activities. bible study, youth groups maybe...I DEFINATELY wanna have time to spend with Christina. Once I'm out of the crappy school i'm at, I'm gonna want to spend more time with friends. I wanna read...I wanna do extra-curricular activities n get in clubs for college n crap...SO MUCH crap. But I don't have that kind of time. Or tolerance...I can't deal with trying to juggle too many things at once, I'll juss break down. I'm pretty friggen sure I'm not even gonna try out for the golf team anymore...the 2 things I really wanna focus on outside of school are Churchy stuffs and Christina. Time for me to go now....

Sorry to anyone who I already have...or will snap at in my non-stop grouchiness...