My day has been pretty weird. It started out kinda crappy...and throughout the day got progressively worse. Though it was kinda cool ripping on Brett and Anna during 7th (which is first on mondays) and 2nd period, I still was all crappy feelin. Usually I know why...or at least partly why, but I'm not sure this time. I think maybe it had to do with pressure n crap. not doin homework for 3 classes...not studying for a test that I was MAKING UP...you know...Even lunch was really crappy. I thought it was gonna be kinda cool cuz I was actually caring about ppl and trying to talk to people and be social...but like always people juss ignored me in the end. they do it to juss about everyone, it's not juss me. like troy...It's so screwed up. We'll be sittin there tryin to talk to people, and they either just ignore us, turn away, or walk away. Juss not right. And it's not even cuz they don't like us or anything....It's just weird. Rude people! see why I don't care about them? you understand that the group I tried to be a part of is juss losers? ya. And it's not like any other group is any better. My school juss sucks. ANYWAYS...

So right after school my day started getting better. I had to take that make-up test I was talking about, but I somehow enjoyed myself. Me and a few other people had to wait our turns in the library...and it was kinda funny cuz this one guy had to take the same test and he was all pissed n such. He just kept complaining n crap...Yeah. This one girl in my class, Kiley, was absent right about the same time as I was...and she missed a lot of the same stuff, so she had to take the test too. It was kinda cool cuz when it was finally time for me to take my test I saw her and I gave her a sarcastic "Oh, yay!" look when I sat down. she laughed n gave a similar look...it was cool. ANYWAYS (again)...

My mood got better because I felt really good about the test, It seemed wayyy too easy, and I didn't even study. Then right after that I got to Drive home. (yes, me behind the wheel for the 20 miles or so home). Backroads, speeding up and making little "nnnnee" noises for fun, taking backroads to annoy my dad cuz he was trying to make me nervous, Fun Stuff. Then I got home, found that I got my new CD in da mail...listened to that...Now I'm buying South Park:Season Three and somethin else online (won't tell ya cuz you might ruin certain people bein surprised). I've had a headache since I woke up...and It seems to finally be going away.

The best part of my school day was prolly near the end of lunch. I felt all lonely. I felt like I needed someone for support, someone to make me feel better about myself, someone to share feelings with, someone to have fun times with, someone to take away all the stress I have while i'm with them, someone I can relate with.....just pretty much someone that I can count on to be there for me. Then I kinda felt like running into a wall. felt like a retard...Durrrr! I already have that person...what the fnuh was I thinking? OK, for you retards that can't take a hint, that person is Christina. She is so amazing...I am sooo lucky to be with her. So yeah, that realization that I have her with me and that I'm not alone made me all happy-like.

hehe, during health we were having a discussion about relationships n stuff...and that made me kinda happy. We were talkin about the difference between healthy and unhealthy relationships. made me feel real good...

Off to amazon.com to finish my order...