Today so far sucks. lol...the best part is I learned 2 A Static Lullaby songs on guitar. lots of confusion and crap...plan was, christina was gonna come over from like noon till 10 or 11....it was gonna be awesome. Planned all ahead-like. Even ma dad and his fiance were settin up a special lasagna dinner thing and were gonna have krista's boyfriend come over too. But...christina's mom said she could only be gone for 2 hours. And there's a party thing at 6 for Brenna that I wanna go to. So...I'm screwin up the dinner cuz I wanna go....Oh and now christina might come over for juss a lil bit, cuz my dad's in San Jose anyway, so he might pick her up.....but if he has to wait, he won't pick her up....and christina has to go with her mom somewhere real quick, and she might not be back in time....And NOW my dad is trying to MAKE ME stay for the dinner thing, saying I'm gonna mess it all up, even though it's already being messed up. Oh and I have stress put on me for homework and projects that are overdue n stuff. I would just give up on half this crap......but I really really wanna see Christina right now, even if it is just for an hour or so. I miss her...But it's kinda cool, me goin to the party makes pickin up christina and droppin her off real soon seem less of a problem, cuz i'm gonna be going to a party near there around the same time anyway. So I dunno what's gonna happen. I'm either gonna get to see christina, plus go to the party at least close to on time...Or not see christina, and I'll prolly juss do the crappy dinner thing cuz I'm not in the greatest mood for tryin to get to the party early. My dad was sayin "You have to think of others" when i was talkin to him.....but he doesn't realize the crap I hafta deal with right now. He was all...well....I don't want to drive back to san jose so quick. O yeah, he sure does think of others. All he's thinking of is him and mabe Jamie. He was like "it'd upset jamie" if i didn't stay for the dinner thing...I'm not sure that's valid, cuz see...my dad does this thing where he talks for other people A LOT. I bet she wouldn't even care all that much. he says "i know how she feels" but he doesn't...I prolly know jamie better than he does...But she is pretty friggen sensitive so maybe it would upset her. not sure. DONE WRITING.

I am in a really bad mood...