Let's see here... I AM getting more sleep. I don't think i'm gonna be able to do my homework betta than I have been. Maybe next year, eh? I've been happy enough, I think i'ma make lists of crap I wanna get done, so when I'm juss sittin around wasting away my days.....I actually do something useful. Doin stuffs wit friends on friday. I wanna try to do stuffs wit em like every other week or so.

Last week (monday through friday) seemed reeeeeeeeeallllly long. Then Saturday seemed to go by wayyyy too fast. And today juss was kinda normal. Another waste of a day. I can think of ONE thing I accomplished today. Finding a phone in this house to put in my room that's loud enough for me to actually hear people with.

I love Christina soooo friggen much it's crazy. I never thought I could be this close to anyone. I used to be worried I would never find the right girl...but I already have...it was almost too easy. I wouldn't be suicidal if we broke up or anything, but I'd rather die than be without her. Stupid Romeo and Juliet in my head...it's like that one scene, i tink it is the balcony scene. Romeo says crap like "I'd rather die than be rejected by you" or some crap. URGH stupid idiotic play. The whole friggen thing happens in like 2 or 3 days. They are married the day after they meet. SO retarded. Anyways...back to what I was talkin about. Christina couldn't be more perfect for me. I love everything about her...in so many ways, she's like an angel. Examples: She exposes my imperfections, I met her n stuff has happened in PERFECT timing, seems to be a messenger sent from God to help me go down the right path.....I think I'ma gonna write a poem or a list or somethin. Well, it be time for me to go get ready to sleep n such.

My life is gonna be so awesome...