I don't think anyone reads this anymore. ppl prolly would if I still used a stupid xanga still. anyways, as you can see, it's quite late. I've been lookin at ppls xangas and feeling crappy. I'm not like emotionally distressed or about to cry or even all that unhappy.....but for someone reason I WANT to cry. it's weird, usually ppl say that when they are all sad-like, but i'm not all that sad. I had an awesome day with Christina today. I'm kinda freakin out cuz I gotta clean out my mom's garage, do all my homework (i can't remember how much I have), and do some more yardwork tomorrow. Just about everything about today was really reall cool, cept a couple things like....I made Christina upset, and later I was all tired which kills off emotion and feeling so I felt bad cuz I juss kinda felt dead and I felt like I was wasting Christina's time...I really hope I don't have much homework tomorrow. I hope I can get good sleep and I don't wake up all tired n crap. Also.....it'd be really really really REALLY cool if I could somehow see Christina for a lil while tomorrow. I love her sooooOooOOooo much. I feel so bad for ppls with love n relationship problems. Cuz.....mine are over. I had issues just like everyone else, but I found the perfect girl for me and everything just fell into place. I wouldn't change anything that's happened. I learn about myself from her, it's weird. I'll save some Christina worshipping for next time.

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